confusions....

why does it always happen? (avoiding the last part.. "only with me" just as not to sound typical... thought it's true.)
things like controlling you mind and waiting are something i find too hard to do... saying whatever is felt at that moment i.e. spontaneity is good sometimes but then you have to be really very careful... as 100% of the times the other person doesn't have the similar mindset n then you stand a large n unfair chance of being misunderstood... and it's been happening since almost forever... still i don't learn a lesson???
such a shame...
being innocent doesn't help is what my conclusion is... u have be calculative in life... that's the saddest part of the journey called life...

someone some day told me...
it's better to write a blog when u don't have anybody to talk to as it gives u the similar satisfaction of talking to someone...
and i was really angry at that person.... as that person was right and i cannot live without talking and the idea of writing on some strange internet site where anyone can read ur stuff sounded just horrible to me...
i was not ready to accept the fact that sometimes (or most of the times) life has to go on even if nobody is around.... and in those situations these blogs really help... even though a third person reads ur personal life n gives u suggestions it's better at times.... to have a completely new look out and a different perspective....
so i've joined this blog...
with the hope that someday in some weird situation the best possible solution might come through this strange impersonal word and i'll be saved...