confusions....

why does it always happen? (avoiding the last part.. "only with me" just as not to sound typical... thought it's true.)
things like controlling you mind and waiting are something i find too hard to do... saying whatever is felt at that moment i.e. spontaneity is good sometimes but then you have to be really very careful... as 100% of the times the other person doesn't have the similar mindset n then you stand a large n unfair chance of being misunderstood... and it's been happening since almost forever... still i don't learn a lesson???
such a shame...
being innocent doesn't help is what my conclusion is... u have be calculative in life... that's the saddest part of the journey called life...